hey kids

holy avocadoes... So its like 1 in the am and I am actually doing ok. I am good... Its great actually. I mean everything is swell but you know what rhymes with swell? I'll give you a hint it starts with h and it's how I really feel right about now. erg. But if I forgetr about that.. the day has been good and Im feeling great. I went to school. ALONE! In MY (pooey) car but its my MY POOEY CAR! yay. And soon... A TRUCK! AW YEEEEEE-AH! AND my mom like went from COMPLETE NAZI FREAK MANIAC THING to just plain old nazi that lets me drive whenever... like i said..."hey mom I'm going to jenae's I'll be back later and she was like ok."she made me give her a hug but thats all. And yeah I feel so free... its liberating. Its like otterpops without the pop... or the otter. But its exactly the same I swear. So I went to school and got a B- boo to me. But it was extra hard stuff this time for some reason. grr. I just smell. And then I came home and usually talya would come over but she was busy or something and I would have a drum lesson but Luke cancelled again so its been a month without a lesson. suck and a half. But on the up side when I got home a little puppy was in my house. The kids up the street just got a puppy and they went out of town. So the people across the street were og sitting but they were gonna be gone... so we got the puppy. His name is boomer and he is soooooo cute. Like crazy cute cute. Anyways I played with the puppy all day and then they took it back and I was bored. I cleaned my room. kinda. I ate food. kinda. Day dreamed... dreamed or dreamt? is that a word... well it was about brett. lots of brettness. gah I miss that boy. But I know its all worth it. Donivan is over. He is playing video games and I'm on the labtop... which is weird. Because a couple days ago I couldnt go online and now I can go online and be in my room... at the same time. And she didnt care that I didnt do the dishes. And What is wrong with my mother? I like it. She's been talking alot about this Dave guy... hmmm. i think she might be focusing her energy on other things *couDAVEgh* and not mEEEEEEEE! woot. Donivan has to pee. But he is in the middle of a video game and is too stupid to press pause and then beat the game.. boys are funny. i picked an eye booger and dedicated it to him and he was pleased. I'm a little tea pot short and stout. here is my armpit. ewwwwwwwwwww. yeah yeah la la and things. Singing is fun. Fun is a word. A word in my pillow case. my pillow case is in the dryer. No really it is. I got new sheets. I have the urge to herbal. Donivan says "which is???" and I said..."I dont know, I just do. I eat what I like! apple jacks". My bought bought me cheerios and minute maid lemonaid... that rhymes. It does. Believe it. Donivan said "or not" and I said "no just believe it". Donivan is a boy. Brought into this world by a woman I like to refer to as Elaine. He is a Mexican who smells like but. butt and cheese. But we like to sniff him regularly. Cuz we deal with these kind all the time. "his kind?" says the mexican... "lol" says the writer of the diary in which you are reading and making sweet love to. No whips, no chains, no service. O man. Riding a bike alone is a bad oman. on ramps. matt hoffman told me so. On the show with him and the cameras. The mexican doesnt love me. He says I'm pudgy around the edges and will not lick my elbow. Its grieves my soul. Mario is my home boy. The mexican thinks we play tennis in my pool. I dont have a pool. But I higly suggest peeing off a cliff. I also would prefer it if you'd sign your name in blood across your chest to prove your love for the women in my life. thats me. I put O In Oxygen. cuz otherwise it'd be xygen.. and that doesnt make sense. The mexican likes to make dirogitory comments in my general direction. Infection. Love Love me DO. You know I love you. I'll always be true. So PLEEEEEASE! Love me DO. Someone to love. SOmeboy new. someone to love. Someone like YOU! dum dee do. This past week has been a time of connection. A connection between me and the bealtes. Tear. Were like this. You cant see my fingers so nvm. BUT! booty. buttox. 42 stinkin days till I see my handsome. Hmmm. So. I am gonna babu sit tomorrow. I feel so awful. I told Aki a girl from my church that I would take her to lunch but I forgot and I was gonna ask talya to give me her # but because talya didnt come over I forgot all about it. I'll call her tomorrow and go hang out with her. She's a junior high girl from my church and she's weird like me only in a different way. I saw my husband today! JENAENESS! it was awesome. I missed her so very much. We never see each other. When she hugs me I feel whole. tear. I had a dream about her the other night. kinda. I was at saugus and we were in line to buy chips and those mc donalds mcgriddles oh em gee those are good and harry split ketchup on my shoes and i was in the bathroom and matthew was in the bathroom and i was like... matthew? why are you in the girls bathroom? and he had long hair and he was a girl! and it was funny. And then the bell rang and I was locked in the bathroom and I peed my pants. I dont know why.. I mean... I was in a bathroom. Wow Im stupid even in my dreams. While listening to the tunes of the beatles. A song of submarines that were yellow played... ANd then the mexican said wanna see something cool? and I looked at the tv screen and it was a yellow submarine!! That made my DAY! and its night time. I want to jump like mario-says the mexican.

ok i am dun dun dun like a horror film...

*slobbers on ur face*