hmm. scott said to leave comments about bugs. but theres no comment link. o well. tim went to work with his glasses on today. he hates his glasses so that was weird. i didnt ask why. i was half asleep. i kinda knocked some stuff over in the bathroom the other day. gosh. i hope i didnt knock his contacts in the sink. but he has other packs.. hmm. I'm trying to get into this justin timberlake song. its not working. bleh. i'm going to sign up for guidance counseling in a couple days. I plan on telling them absolutely everything so. im kinda hoping they dont judge me. i just need to talk about everything. heh. i like this lifehouse song. its stupid. cuz its not true. nothing is true. lol jef is so funny. he likes my music. he sits next to my chair and falls asleep, but when the music stops he loks up like 'whats the deal man?' he's never done this before. my mom hasnt emailed me back. i sent her that email about moving back home. and doing whatever she wants me to do. i dont really see why she wouldnt reply. i took all the responsiblity for the fight we had. i lost 5 lbs. lol probably all the stress. thats how my aunt lost a lot of weight. i think. and weight watchers. hmm. yeah. i wanna lose 10-15 more. if i move back home i could run everyday. i dont like running around here. weird people around. plus i like running at night. i waited for this to come back so impatiently and nowi have no idea what to write. i mean i do but i really dont feel like it. hmm. interesting. i guess i'll go get ready or play drums. me and timmy jammed kinda last night. we're learning that nirvana song. its not toooo hard but i havent played in so long so it was all crazy but timmy said im getting a lot better so thats good. the counts are all weird sometimes tho. and my music goes by bars of 8's and says how many times to play them but tims just says the 1 bar for each part its weird. we had to stop tho cuz it was past 10p. Im obsessed with the song i found on alishas myspace. she's got good tastes man. progress in color. good stuff. i should go do stuff.