Listening to: Hawthorne Heights- Ohio is for lovers
Feeling: busy
yesterday...
after work i came home and took a nap! yay for naps. and then tim came over. we gots food and we watched mean girls at his house with his brother. aannnnddddd he got us tickets to inland invasion :) woot woot woot. so yeah thats good.
i was talking to my mom in the car and.. i forget what i was gonna say after the dots cuz that was a couple days ago....
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the last 3 days have been a blur. kinda the same thing. only not really. on tuesday i went with brett to visit his mother. He hasnt been there since she passed away 3 years ago and no one was going with him. so i went with him but it was closed. yeah so we're probably going to go again tomorrow.. which is today cuz its after 12. but yeah. thats after school. I dont have work tomorrow.
Kelly and Jonathan mc farland said that this dude from church is selling his car.. so i might look into that. actually im gonna go over there at 7pm tomorrow to drive it and such. woot. but i dont really even want a car. cars are money eaters. I'd rather ride the bus or get a moped.. for now.
i like this song...
Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all
Where you are and how you feel
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
Spare me just three last words
"I love you" is all she heard
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever
And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight
And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
went to church tonite. it was good. were done with that book so now we're gonna be going over the ten commandments.. well more like having discussions about them. so thats cool. yeah. hmm... i felt out of place. at church. it was weird. i sat alone and i dunno... right now i feel so distant from God... its my fault but blah. it was communion tonite and i always take it. but i couldnt tonite cuz i remember my mom saying not to take it if my heart isnt right.. we'll i dont even know what my heart is.. not that its not in a good place.. or not in a bad place.. i just dont even know. so thats probably a good indication that its bad. erg.
We went to wendys afterwards. i miss that. havent done that in a while. timmy came and that was cool. he met people like jake and sal and don and such.
i helped timmy study a little at my house. yeah.
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