so apparently... well according to DJ.. we only have 2 weeks to live. i think he's just messing with me. well i thought. now I'm not sure... what is all this talk of black hole experiments on Germany? and the end of the world? and since when do people care more about science than being alive to actually appreciate it.. we could DIE! or so i hear. 2 days off of work wasn't long enough. I mean i love it for the most part, i just hate it ten times for for the other parts... oh if only we lived 5 minutes away. or Activision was an hour closer. people from El Segundo came to Santa Monica. Amanda went on call : that really really really makes me angry. considering Micah did not. our little team has remained a unit despite being sprinkled around to different projects. I like that. its like a little family. a little family with lots of your mom and that's what she said jokes. hee. DJ has an infection in his eye. he told me he might go blind and yes, it is INDEED contagious... well... i didn't realize until today how much people actually touch their eyes.. and every 5 seconds i would have the uncontrollable urge to itch mine. but i didn't... i don't think being blind would be good for me. ha like it is for anyone. u know what i mean. yeah... so i seem completely fine and calm with his infectious eye... I am terrified. and take every opportunity to wash my hands.. I mean.. we ARE working on DJ HERO!! : The guys at work make me feel not so ugly. not that Timmy doesn't do a fine job of that on a regular basis.. sometimes its nice to hear the opinions of outside sources from time to time.. especially after the last few months. i could use some self esteem boosters... not just guys, just anyone in general. i dont want to go to bed. the sooner i go to bed.. the sooner i have to get up and get ready... get ready to spend 40 minutes on the 405! ahhh. no worse time of the day. besides when i come home. urgggg. would taking tomorrow off be too much??? for someone who is going to quit anyways??? hmm but i should wait a week or 2. i almost have 3 months under my belt and then get 2 free games. but are 2 free games worth the traffic on the 405?? so its too late to go to E3. could have gone. and had a badge that said something like junior something... i forget actually but it was pretty legit. i liked it. o well. its mostly a bunch of half naked chicks anyways. would still be cool to say i went tho. it cost $500 if u aren't in the industry. $500!!! I remember Andres went at the end of our "relationship"... did he pay $500?? gross.... who would pay $500 for that? either an idiot, someone irresponsible with their money, a loser, or a huge pervert...... i say, all of the above. what a creep. can't wait for my book. pride and prejudice and zombies!!! EEE can't wait :[ my eye feels funky.... >.O i should go to sleep. massive amounts of boredom............ Timmy wont stop playing Fable II! grr.