ha this entry has nothing to do with the title. but yeah.. yesterday i went to the coc library to look for books for my paper coming up. i saw jay's mom. karen. she works there i guess. she pretended not to see me. i did the same. she looks just like him. or visa versa. anyways... the topic i chose is on the differences in gender communication. if theres one thing i know its that men and women dont think alike at all.. ever. so it should actually be a pretty enjoyable topic. but anyways thats not the point. so i went to the library and i asked the dude guy to show me a section about that kinda stuff and he took me to all these books about marriage and divorce. not exactly what i was looking for. and there wasnt even a very good selection AND all the books were like 20 years old. gay. i was mainly looking for a book my mom wanted me to read a while ago but i never finished it called men are like waffles, women are like spaghetti. but it wasnt there. so i looked for men are from mars, women are from venus. and i thought i got it.. but i ended up with men are from mars, women are from venus:starting over. The book for singles who just lost a loved one by death, divorce or a painful breakup. Well i figured it was the only book close enough to my topic so i started skimming and.. i dunno. it had some information i guess but overall. bleh. it just made me think about gay things. and i dunno. i'll finish this later. why am i so dumb?? i do everything wrong and backwards. and that book kinda made me see exactly how backwards.*confusion*