ok so the last entry didnt really pan out. maybe in aday or 2. Im working on some stuff right now anyways and its pretty much impossible without a computer.

heh. my family is soo weird.

manuels taking a nap...

mom: manuel i need a pencil sharpener..

manuel: 805-993...

mom: manuel a PENCIL SHARPENER..

manuel: what? i dont know her number..

lol weirdos.

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i went to tim's to pick up more stuff. It feels weird. Like I'm dreaming and Im watching myself but Im not actually doing it. And everything is sort of wobbly. I felt stupid. I didnt know whether to talk to him like everything was fine or just pack in silence. I kinda wanted to hug him. a bit. just a bit. anyways. i asked why it was soo easy for him. he said maybe it hasnt hit him yet. yeah. maybe its the same for me. it's all happening kind of fast.

as for everything, anything, everyone else.. I have no thoughts.

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I'm broadening my horizons. whatever that means. But its happening.

gosh this house is boring when it rains. what the heck am i supposed to do? Manuels no fun. Just a sleeper. I dont know why he's sleeping now. he's going to be wide awake in an hour. maybe i could run in the rain. yeah. and catch a cold. wouldnt be the worst of things. there I go talking like Im depressed when.. actually. Im doing great right now. besides boredum. if i was doing something else.. i'd be wonderful. really.