jeni= at work
heather= at lunch
which altogether = jeni using heathers computer...
"stopped" has 2 p's. cuz you wanted to know.
brb...
back a little later than i thought. today was weird. ish.
at work i called my mom and told her i would go to church. also at work.. sam is getting to me. i mean shes great and shes really nice but... this job... i should be getting way more for this stupid gay arse job and its gay... cuz i try hard. but she ALWAYS looks for SOMETHING any little thing im doing wrong and goes on like the dude from office space.. omg.. shes the dude from office space. she is the female Lumberg. oi. erroneous.
I came home and vented of my erroneous job situation to timmy and aaron pepperoni. and it was full of gay. cuz they dont understand because they are white.. and boys.. so they double dont know how erroneous it is to be a mexican girl.. i wish i was samoan.. at least i could sit on people and feel better. at least.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." ~Dr. Seuss
i like that quote.
yay for all you who matter :)
i dont have anything to say to those who dont matter cuz they dont matter.
I went to church and sat in the foyay ( i cant not spell that word) but i sat there and tried to listen but.. i dunno. i saw some people and they just know.. they know things and i felt weird. so i left. but then i was like.. wait.. i cant leave leave. so i got some mc donalds and went back. and talked to my mom. it was a good talk. not a yelly screamy ugly mess. i saw donovan. i missed him muchly. pastor damion looked so suprised to see me. out of everyone at church besides maybe donovan, i was most anxious to see him. he hugged me. if he only knew how much that meant to me. and how much he means to me. He's helped me in so many ways.. he probably doesnt even realize what an effect he has on me. i saw PM too. i emailed him a couple days ago just seeing if we could set up a meeting to talk or something. i know he read it. he acted like he didnt. its ok.
im tired.
thats all.
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is this some kinda of sick joke?
IM leaving. i dont know where the heck im going but im just going. And i dont care where i go or how long im gone im just going to go. and soon i'll be gone gone. for good. they can just laugh it off. they can just buy their stupid groceries too. and put them in their stupid fridge and just smoke stupid pot and get on stupid myspace and be stupidly stupid forever.
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