sean is leaving.. infact... really soon actually.
crap. gotta go
Im going to coc. bye
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so I am back from coc. me and el brother gots registered.. kinda... i still dont know what my major is gonna be but i figure.. anything I'd wanna do would be in the field of art or an artsy farsty dealy.. so thats good. so the prerequisits will probably all be the same or close to it anyways. so i'll just figure that out later..
we went to the mall and such. i saw vannessa. she lost weight. i think.. couldnt really tell but from what i saw she looked nice. i saw cory too. i think. that kinda looks crazy different if it was him. my brother bought me jamba juice.. grr.. he got cupid hot dogs. i want one. mmmm solid food... must. have. solid. FOOD!
im sure other people already know but incase they dont... there was a sheriff recruiting table thing in front of red robin and that one tie store.. i think its a tie store anyways.. my brother wants to try and do that incase the whole fireman thing doesnt happen.
Sage is on my nerves. Sage is my brothers stupid dog. and she has to be all cute... gah! she pooped in my room again and i stepped in it! cuz my stupid carpet is brown and the lights were off and i was being so careful too and then BLAH! right in it. so i took a shower. hehe last night i droooled blood on my pillow.. isnt that totally hot?? the doctor told me to lay down a towel but i forgot. now i know.
oi. my ultrasound is in an hour. poo. scarededed.
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YAY! everything is fine. went to the doctor and im fine. I just have.. lumpy breateses. not hardcore style but yeah.. ok im done.
My internet works YAY! christi fixed it. i dont know how she did it but she did and i love her like whoa... i missed my computer o so much. tear.
Derek IMed me. outta nowhere! havent talked to him in.. forever and a half. i missed him. yeah his sn got messed up. he just turned 20! thats so crazy.. cuz we started talking when i just turned 16.. weird. time is crazy.
brb
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i dont know why this picture of sean isnt on my diary but i found it and its the cutest picture ever. so i had to put it up... he called at like well i forget when he called but he called twice.. but he had to go poo.. so he hung up lol. cuz theyre on the road still and they just stopped and got gas and food.. and he called me when they stopped.. he told me to call him when i go to bed.. but my mom took the phone. i'll call in the morning. i think. im going to coc AGAIN in the morning. to talk to a career counselor person.. and then hopefully im done with that. but yeah.. i miss sean. so here he is...
aww this quote or whatever is cute and sad and blah..
If U feEl Like GivIng Up, rEmEmber The ReaSoN U hElD On 4 SO LoNg In ThE FiRsT PLacE
i dont know what to think of that. o well. im listening to millencolin.
why am i still up? My mouth is swollen like crazy and im in pain.. and im tired.. but i just dont want to go to sleep.
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