Listening to: social distortion- reach for the sky
Feeling: clueless
I really dont like how people talk down to me.. but another thing i just cannot stand.. is that people dont take me seriously. Just because the way I say it or something...
well, i dont care. So I am not going to verbally tell anyone anything this time. I already have, but thats when i didnt really know if what i was thinking was true or not. And i have done research since and... I am almost certain that I am autistic. I used to think i had ADD, and maybe I do.. cuz you can have both. But, if i had to guess.. I'd say autism. I have more than 75% of the symptoms of autism. and the characteristics vary so much that even if you possess only a few characteristics or your more of one thing and less of others.. but im pretty sure theres different types of autism. i dont know what i am yet tho... i think i have Landau-Kleffner Syndrome or Asperger Syndrome. Maybe not.. Im not sure. but, its weird. Like, when i thought i had ADD, my mom said "its like you want it" and thats not true.. its just that I thought i really had it and i was thinking "wow. this explains so much" thats all. its nice to know the cause of things i do. Knowing why i do something helps me understand myself and thats a good thing cuz alot of the time i cant explain why i do the things i do or say the things i say. anyways. thats what i have been doing for about 2 and a half hours.. reading articles on autism.. i tend to focus on one thing like that alot.. like myspace. I obsess over it. and thats actually a characteristic of autism. see. you learn something new everyday. anyways. thats all for now.
o yeah.. my brother got a puppy and her name is sage. she's a boxer. He's coming home in june around the 20th. so only 2 more months, woot.
i played drums today for about 30 minutes.
apples are good.
bye.
im sure u are perfect in every way possible