ok everyone...

I moved again. No longer at andres' old house. nope. i'm living in nowheresville with the griffith's.... aka my aunt suzy's house in tehachapi. its pretty cool so far.. only theres NOTHING to do. she has no cable. no internet. no phone for frosty shake.

I talked to my mom yesterday to say happy valentines day and such but she turned JERK mode and ruined it. so I hope she feels gay. no, actually... I really miss her and I hope her day yesterday wasnt toooo depressing.

we kicked out my cousin alisha. i feel bad but she deserved it cuz since she's at grandma's I cant go... and she doesnt need 2 houses. so yeah.

valentines day Sucked in a bucket of stupid things and other gay and stupid things. I had a nice long walk home from k-mart after I talked to andres. oi. actually it felt like forever and i didnt knw what to do. it was gay.

i love gay people.

I love jefrie.

"not," said WALK EEEEEEEN... stick.

a little boy who lives in the closet.

side note: tehachapi sucks and the people are jewish.

"most of them," walkEEEEEN stick.. "lets not tap on the subject."

swan foo?

anywho... nothing happened yesterday. I watched fear dot com.. gay movie. my aunt

suzy's house is haunted. for true.

"lnagn," me.

mary-kate and ashley olsen are my friends.

Andres emailed me and such. I was excited. cuz cuz i didnt expect anything. and then I read it and I was sad. cuz it wasnt like "i miss you and i cant live without you" haha jk.. but it was like booness in a car. a cheap car. But yeah it just brought back thinky thoughts. mostly about what he said yesterday... one things that is just hammering into my skull is when he told me to stop leeching onto people and such.. and i mean.. i didnt ever mean to "leech" onto anyone. I guess he made it kinda easy to do. and he said that his dad said he doesnt want his house to be a like a hotel... oi. i never meant to impose.

"i like ice cream,"walkEEEEEEN.

anyways... but yeah I feel awful cuz I ate his food and stuff and I was always over there... but i just thought he was like my mom.. and he likes having people over and feeding them and such.. and i thought i was nice to him. i tried to be polite. i dont know. I guess my politeness standards are different from his. or anyones huh? gah. I feel stupid. I would have never went over there if I knew he'd think of me like that. and andres thinks im a loser. and his family thinks Im a loser. and I think Im a loser. and its gay. no ones cares.

-the duck-

*poof*

o yeah...

yetserday me and my smart smart cousin who likes to carry hammers... went for a little walk in what i thought was simply a junk yard... but nO! it was a dismantling and such and things car place deal thing.. and we were tresspassing or something... and the guy was nice and was gonna let us go but then his wife came out and called the shrrif and I forgot i was in mayberry... so they all know my aunt suzy and it sucked.

coming soon: pictures of me and the dude from the closet hog tying my cousin.. it was fun. hehehe.

for true.

ok now Im leaving.

bye. bye. bye like an n*sync song.

*poof*