AHHHHHHH!

... k! I got that outta my system.. onward to more important news, or something else thats equally unimportant...

I'm becoming obsessed with Adam Lazzara.. the lead singer of taking back sunday. I can't help it. love his voice. sends *tingles up my spine* OH! and quinn allman, lead guitar from the used. yeah. bert mccraken is ok. and jeph is kinda creepy but ya know.. he's really cool. but quinn and adam.. obsessionable. is that a word? i dont care.

and here are a couple pics of adam and quinn... is quinn gay with bert? if anyone knows... just wondering.

This is adam...

yeah. i was so bored...

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12:36

I am stupid. I hate myself. I'm not happy. "well as long as your happy" says 'anonymous'. but. IM NOT HAPPY.. maybe its just me. maybe. maybe i think too much. i hate myself. for thinking things. all sorts of things are bothering me right now. in every aspect of my life. and decisions. and i hate myself and.. nope, thats all. I just hate myself.

its all my fault anyways. i dont deserve to be happy. i wonder if adam lazzara actually feels that way or if its all an act. So much emotion and desire and blah. i bet its all an act. i cant really say anything about quinn.. i think he is gay.

i hurt. and thats why. maybe its more... we'll never know.