Went to Borders last night. So embarrassing.. I asked these 2 girls where the biography section was.. I thought they worked there.. they did not. Tim was laughing at me all night. I dunno why I thought they worked there.. they looked like they could.. kinda.. i guess they were wearing jackets.. didn't notice them until after Tim mentioned them tho. haha they were like "uhh.. they don't have a biography section" lol.. i guess you had to be there.. it was funny.

I got that book my psychologist recommended to me.. "Look Me In The Eye" by John Elder Robison. Its pretty good so far.. I like how he writes. I guess him brother is the Author of "Running with Scissors".. that movie was awkward.. I guess his brother is a homosexual.. they had some weird scenes about it. But I guess John was in the movie too.. that's so weird.

I was working on my portfolio for a while yesterday. Got the layout pretty much done. I used another site as a template. But without the CSS its hard to know what they did.. so I've been improvising. Its pretty close i guess. Today I'll work on the other pages. Then I'll start adding finished projects to my portfolio page. Then I'll make the flash splash banner for the home page. Then clean up some older projects. And finally the finishing touches. Should take a few weeks If I work on a little bit it everyday.

I still haven't gotten a check from EDD... wtf. Its not even going to be that much and they are taking their sweet time. bastards.

Today is my final test. Its the depression/anxiety test thing. At least that is what I am calling it. Not really sure what it is called.. but that's what it has to do with. I am going to ask her how long until I actually officially know if I got this or not. I'm getting really impatient.

That job i applied to on Saturday should reply today if they do at all. Its Monday. The job hours were from 11-5 so if they have the same hours I would have then I should get a reply around 11:30 if its the first thing they do.. or maybe after lunch. I will give it until 3pm until I completely rule it out.

Timmy beat MW2 on veteran a few days ago :) He is so bad ass. So many people i used to work with keep bragging about beating it.. ON REGULAR! lol. anyone could do that! You just run around on regular. You could stand in front of the bad guys for like a billion years without dying. I am playing on hardened. It was my recommended game play anyways. I was only like 5 seconds away from being recommended for Veteran. I've only played campaign a few times tho.. I've been playing multiplayer when i do play.. but I've been pre-occupied with my site and AS stuff and job stuff to even want to play.

I'm so hungry. I'm gonna go read and get something to eat.