To be loved. To be loved. what more could you ask for??? IIIIIIIII think Timmy is the most amazing person in my world. yes... its true.. he is so responsible and loving and sensitive and everything no one else has ever been all at the same time.. that i know of... so today i went down to Van Nuys animal shelter. i wanted to be sneaky and adopt that kitty we liked and get home before timmy and surprise him :] when i got there i couldn't find her in the rooms with cats and kittens so i asked and they said they keep the real small kittens in the back. and they said she was available and someone went to get her. but then they said she was sick and if she didn't respond to the treatments they are going to put her to sleep! what is it with us and these sickly kittens??? :[ she was cuter up close too. boo. it made me want to take her even more.. but we can't go through that again.. Ahhhh Look how cute she is!!! I am absolutely not pregnant! i think. BUT. Since the alarm on my phone broke, I've been taking my pills.. when i remember lol.. so you can imagine how all over the place its been.. when it says that it should be the same exact time daily.. but we haven't really had much sex. some. no condoms but i have the pill but considering what i just said i dunno how reliable that is... aand I've had amazingly insane stomach problems lately. more than usual. i decided to eliminate a main cause and make this a lactose free day. but i still had stomach problems... when i lived at home and complained about anything stomach related, my mom would immediately ask "are you pregnant?" so my instincts may not be the most accurate since she was most likely just being ridiculous.. a pathetic attempt to see if I am having sex or not. timmy thinks its just stress. I must be the most stressed out person in the world then. heh. nonetheless... not going to take any chances.. I'm planning on taking a test tomorrow. he better hope its negative because right now would be the worst time for a baby.. and the best uhg. i wanta one. lol I'm dumb. by the way I love this song.. About a girl :] its pretty and I don't care that they sold out.. its catchy.. I think I'm being hacked.. I'm so paranoid... or am i??? yahoo is the same on Tim's computer but on mine its all "flash" style and the url is http://m.www.yahoo.com what is that about?? I love playing halo with Timmy. well and without. but mostly with. he wants me to play bad company.. but its only a one person game... so when his friend George wants to play, we can not :{ BUT! now theres a new game out. Gears of War2! and its multi player online AND George likes it so now we can all play togethers. woot. resident evil 5 is supposedly racist now because they shoot African American zombies.. lol I think there must be a company called "what can we complain about today?" and its just people who find reasons to call things racist.. Seriously.. don't they have anything better to do? The game is based in Africa so obviously that means.. African zombies.. No one was complaining when Resident Evil 4 killed Spanish zombies... did they? The black community always has to make a fuss about the stupidest things.. in the most irrational ways. We just elected a "black" president. chill the ef out for 5 minutes..