work is ok. I know its going to get old real fast. But I like the people. Theyre all pretty mice. hehe pretty mice.. and nice. I met monica yesterday but she wasnt there. I met a new girl named something.. i forget. At break I talked to ceaser again. He's a cool kid, but the poor thing likes rap. ew. and hip hop, so i guess he's half cool. jose scares me. he is short and creepy. I think everyone speaks spanish but me. i hate myself. o well.

I am listening to juliana theory.. i know how gay they are but i cant help it.. i like the music... brings back memories. mostly bad but what the heck they're memories...

speaking of memories.. i think i saw jake cunya today. My first grade boyfriend. haha. isnt that gay? a first grade boyfriend? and even gayer that he still has blonde hair? heh. I think he recognized me.. but i dunno. I was gonna talk to him. that would have been interesting. but i went on break instead.

i bought a new jacket and green pants. now all i need is new shoes and im set until.. the next time i beg my mom for money.

omg i just heard the saddest song. we'll maybe not to other people.. but to me. oi. oi. oi. and a tear.

AH! another creepy sad song... whats with all these crazy sonds?

hmm dee dee...

I am pretty confused about things. I was reading my book last nite. and like i always predict.. it only complicated the situation... thats not entirely true. but still... i dont undertstand anything. maybe after i read the whole book. maybe. cross you fingers people.... cuz this might be quite dangerous.

hmm lots of thoughts. mostly bad. mostly towards me. mostly.

how long does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?

lalala....