well im 20 on the 21st. woo frikken doo. i wish it wasnt under such crappy circumstances... whats a birthday under crappy circumstances? its just plain crappy.. poo. crappy poo. oi. But at least its not like my golden birthday.(next year when im 21 on the 21st) next year will be very awesome. i dunno why.. i dunno how.. but it'll be awesome.. this year. i guess we'll just have to skip the awesome this year. i dont see anyway anyone could possibly make it non-crappy. urgh.