I am 27 today. I wont be upgrading my profile though. I cant stand the thought of looking at that number for a whole year.

Timmy isn't good at hiding cake, so we had it tonight. Sucks my brithday is on a Monday.. have to wait til he gets home to open my present. :/

My boobs hurt. I still don't know if thats good or bad... I cant remember if this is normal for me after ovulation... i decided to start keeping a diary of these things.. everything. the only reason i havent is because it was suggested that it might cause stress and be counter productive. well i'd say that's pretty irrelevant under the circumstances. trying to stay positive though. Stress seems to be inevitable though. whther it is family related or being in the middle of nowhere or moving again. I know once we get health insurance i will finally be able to really push doctors to give me answers. right now they dont care.. they only help the ones with large wallets. doctors are jerks. i didhave some "twinges" or some sort of unexplainable sensation on my side right around my left ovary. maybe a little lower where your tummy meets your pubic bone. and then for a couple days i had a strange discomfort.. or mild dull pain in the same spot. idk what it means. hopeful but worried i might have cysts or worse... but i dont like thinking of the e word.. or the c word. or the i word. stupid words.

besides waiting and being impatient i havent been as impatient as previous months and its actually been a pretty nice week. we went up to visalia to look at places yesterday with brian and jerry and jasper and it was pretty fun even though we only looked at like 2 places... long story but its ok. we got to see the area and its a lot better than bakersfield. but its still way too far. from anything.

our contracts are up on our phones woot. so i might get an iphone 5 or samsung s4 soon. woot woot.

tim will find out soon.. witin the next 10 days if we go to visalia or northridge, burbank, etc. cannot explain how stressful it is not to know where we will be living in 2 weeks. and having to pack again when it feels like we just finished unpacking.