Sometimes I feel like I am living upside down. I feel like painting. It would probably be too noisy.. not that a brush on a wall in loud.. but i drop things a lot and bathroom are known for their acoustics. i like where we are when we drive in your car does it get easier? to separate things? I thought i knew myself better than this... i thought i knew the answer and it was yes.. over time.. but over time.. it just gets worse.. and more complex. and and impossible? what should i read? i am kinda bored of sookie right now.. so its the time travelers wife or tithe: a modern faerie tale...??? romance or fantasy?? is there a difference?? aw, sad. Cold and Blue and Lifeless.. by Bayside do you know that every night i think of ways to get back at you I'd sneak into your room put a pillow over your face I'd suffocate you and rip into your chest and tear out your heart to see if you bleed like i do i bet you do trippin over my words and now you're trippin on me now isn't that funny? couldn't you just laugh until you choke i wish you would then your face could match your eyes so cold and blue and lifeless how did i ever fall for you? do you know that every night i think of ways that i could spite you come here when you're done when you can finally live with yourself consider this a favor consider this trippin over my words and now you're trippin on me well isn't that funny? couldn't you just laugh until you choke i wish you would then your face could match your eyes cold and blue and lifeless how did i ever fall for you? to see if bleed like i do trippin over the words and i ain't trippin on me isn't that funny? couldn't you just laugh until you choke i wish you would and your face would match your eyes so cold and blue and lifeless how did i ever fall for you? x2 couldn't you just laugh until you choke i wish you would then your face could match your eyes so cold and blue and lifeless.. best line ever. am i crazy? I think sometimes I may be a little crazy...