last night was bea's bday dinner. we went to bjs. it was fun and such but the service sucked and i didnt know the other people there. bea asked me where my ring was and why i never wear it. i lied and said it was at home cuz i forgot to put it on. then she brought up our wedding and asked if we're inviting tim's aunt kim. ryans mom. and we said we would but didnt expect her to come. and ryan was like "no gonna happen". so basically we decided in the car on the way home to not even put her on the invitation lol. she's gonna have a cow but its ok. apparently she's crazy. tim's mom doesnt even talk to her very much because of it. so thats even more of a reason not to invite her. i want tim's mom to have fun and be comfortable and the same for me and tim and she'll just ruin it. tim said that he was talking to his dad and how our lease ends in january and if the land would sell by then and his dad said that he thinks we should invest in a house even if it doesnt cuz he thinks its smrter than renting and he said he would help us. i thought that was pretty awesome of him. it would be soo nice to have a house of our own. none of our walls will be white im painting them all. and i can actually let jefri run around outside like i did at my moms. he like the porch but its so small. and he poops too much to keep in all the time. at least its in one place tho. haha he knows im talking about him. well bbl.