hi. fickle rhymes with my favorite time of the day. pickle time? I started childrens ministries today. It was really fun. Little kids make my day. Fun times. Uturn was good. I went to Goodwill after church and bought 3 pairs of the most awesome pants. 2 of them were brand spankin new.. coolness. an a couple tops. It always helps to clear my head when I am at Goodwill... maybe its the smell.. who knows. But on the way there, I didnt want to take Bouquet. I dont know why. I was gonna go over the hill and come out on seco but I wasnt paying attention to where I was going and turned left instead of right and went to the street where Jay lives. I was going to turn around but I thought "its not like he will be outside anyways" I was wrong. As I got further down the street I could tell it was him. I guess his gf was about to leave or something cuz she was in her car and he was leaning in the car trying to kiss her. i drove by with my hand infront of my face hoping he didnt see me. But holy butt... I wanted to barf out a lung and eat it and then pull it out threw my belly button.. it was so gross. I cant stand him. But anyways... I am watching grease. I havent seen it in so long. I forgot how cute John travolta was. Its the dance scene... "you dont remember me. well I remember you. was not to long ago, you broke my heart in two. tears on my pillow. pain in my heart caused by you. oooh oooh ooooh.." that song is so homo-faggish. its great. This movie is so tuna. I took the best nap about an hour ago. I dont even know why it was a good nap. just was. Last nite I had a dream that I was in an aquarium and I was surrounded by all these blowfish that were normal sized and we were all crowded and all of a sudden they blew up at the same time an I was smushed and died. I think I died. but yeah it was not a very good dream. I miss my brett. the guy just said "throw your mittens around your kittens".. I dont get it... either its animal cruelty, or um a rather dirty request. Ok well I am done. By the way to all you who read my diary... you should all update as I do. yup. ya should. shoulders. head, shoulders, knees and toes... a snadwich just isnt a sandwich without miracle whip. best foods is better. bits and pieces...