would you forgive me love if I danced in your shower? haha who says that? alanis morisette I guess. I think I have carpotunnel... I cant spell but yeah I have that because my arm.. its psycho weird and it falls asleep easily after a long day of drumming and typing. scary. I was watching When harry met Sally and I never actually saw the whole movie... only bits and pieces or the end or the beginning but never all at once... and I guess everytime I watch it I just happen to miss Meg Ryans fake orgasm scene. I mean Ive heard about it, but sheesh. it was funny. "I'll have what she's having" ha. I went to school and I put down my stuff. I really had to pee so I go to the bathroom... I open the door and Shane, one of the teachers is laying on the floor and I was like "what are you doing" and he was like "I fell asleep on the bathroom floor, dont tell anybody" and I was like "um, k. its our little (FREAKISH) secret" I dont think he heard the freakish part but yeah.. apparently he has insomnia.. haha. I love my school.. where else can you say.. yeah I walked in on my teacher pasted out on the floor... good times. I got an awesome drum lesson from el luke. I think the only problem with my drumming is putting it all together.. and thinking up something. Cuz its all in my head and when he tells me to play a certain beat or something I can, but if he's like "just make it up" I go retarded.. But I have some knew stuff he said would help with that. SO yay. hey kids... by the by, this is my last entry. I dont feel like I should write in this anymore. Or for a while. I will probably make it a friends only diary and just erase all my friends but for now I will keep it open for your veiwing needs and keep my password to myself and one other person who is free to go thru and read old private entries as much as they please. and keep in mind that old means old... obviously. but old entries=old feelings and new entries=not so much new feelings because I dont write every feeling i am having for thigns or peoples or stuff.. yeah shutting up.. anyways... I will leave with a song.... All my bags are packed I'm ready to go I'm standing here outside your door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye but the dawn is breaking, its early morn the taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn I'm ready, I'm so lonesome I could die. So kiss me and smile for me. Tell me that you'll wait for me. Hold me like you'll never let me go. Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, I dont know when I'll be back again. Oh babe I hate to go. There's so many times I've let you down, so many times I've played around, but I don't know, they don't mean a thing. Every place I go I think of you, every song I sing, I sing for you. When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring. So kiss me and smile for me. Tell me that you'll wait for me. Hold me like you'll never let me go. Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane don't know when I'll be back again. Oh babe I hate to go Now the time has come to leave you, one more time oh let me kiss you... Now close your eyes and I'll be on my way. Dream about the days to come when I wont have to leave alone about the times that I wont have to say... oh kiss me and smile for me. Tell me that you'll wait for me. Hold me like you'll never let me go. Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane don't know when I'll be back again. Oh babe I hate to go and I'm leaving on a jet plane don't know when I'll be back again. Oh babe I hate to go but I'm leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane leaving on a jet plane on a jet plane. wasn't that just konky... and without a doubt the most beautiful bunch of words that have ever crossed you eyes. its all true... without the jet plane part.... but someday I will get one... well thats not true either. maybe a hot air balloon. aw how sweet. My last entry is #182.. blink 182 and travis barker is my hero... Oh this is touching *moment of silence* ok your done. No really... lEAVE! but with love. And in the words of Pastor Marty... "Dont leave mad, just leave" *hangs her coat and slams the door gently...* attention all ninja's: go to entry #69. thank you.