hi. I am going to cry. Yeah I really want to cry. But I havent cried for 40 hours. 40 whole hours! That is a record this month. yeah so... I am on the phone with vannessa and brett just asked to view his webcam... yeah Im going to have a heart attack.. I can feel it. ITS COMING! I am on the verge of dying... its not supposed to be this hard. Just a month or 2 just a month or 2! I can do it. I can. I will. Why cant u and i be together take on the moon and be together forever... i use to like that song. Now its annoying. I want to kill alex band. I want to kill alot of things and so I will make a list....
THe hit list:
-alex band for being so freakin annoying
-britney spears, enuff said
-the maker of barbies, because they are stupid and plastic and full of nonsense
-the mother and all her evil because she has made it her life goal to make me miserable
-myself but thats like a sin and Id go to hell and so I will force myself to stay alive
-emo kids for seeming so sad when they have nothing to be sad about! Sitting there in their big ol houses and all their money listening to songs just trying to relate to normal people
-vannessa for not letting me finish my hit list by singing alex band #1 on my hit list... and the maddness continues(side not vannessa wishes that that song would one day be dedicated to her) WHY? I dont know
-Boys for being so i dont know... inconcievably oblivious. Why dont you get it??? Its not my decision! i LOVE! you...you as in myself. ignore me Im going crazy.
-iraqi's for living in iraq and killing soldiers like my brother... they didnt kill him o but if they did...yeah
-davey for i dont know but i need someone else to hate right now
-eeyore for having such a crazy name that is weird and spelled all weirdly.
-computer technicians and sputnik... dont ask
-the entire staff of ofl because I still dont know... and wont know.. till death do us part...PICKLE!
this will have to continue later due to my overwhelmin urge to prank call a stranger. I love u all. but inside i hate u and someday i will die and u will die and everyone u know someday will die and we'll all cry... its a song vannessa has to do her hw... sorry she talks in my ear and write what i hear.. ok im leaving cuz im getting weird. beard