hi. so today was interesting. Im doing suprising well considering. Yesterday was hard. lots of tears and confusion. the confusion is still there at times.. ok, and the tears are too.. but you know.. yeah. things are ok. my brother left this morning at 6 in the am. we left here around 3 in the am and got back at almost 7 am. nuts and bolts kids. we both slept on the way there. he said goood bye to me at the car cuz i am a moron and wore my jammie pants and slippers. was so tired that it didnt even hit me that he was leaving until after my mom and him went into the airport. and i was just sitting in the car alone like.. what just happened? i miss that kid already. i dont know what to write right now. well i do. but im tired. nite.