its nice to know i took away a few good friends from Activision. Amanda and Ian are probably the ones I'll continue to talk to despite being out of sight out of mind. DJ is cool too. But Amanda mostly.. which is weird.. nice but weird considering how people would say its so hard to get to know her.. i would say that's more true of Michelle but she has bigger boobs so they put in the extra effort i guess. ha. well their loss.. Amanda is neat. its hard finding a girl friend that isn't full of bullshit, or jealous because they have a bf and they think ur after him (even if u never met him) or jealous that u have a bf and they don't or stupid and lame and have absolutely nothing in common with u. Talia was cool but.. I dunno I think my mom ruined that a long time ago. and that's not me blaming things on her.. Luke told me so. its hard finding strange, funny, genuine friends. especially girls. javascript is the devil. the devil! I am such an obsessive person.. right now its mafia wars.. motion city soundtrack and bayside.. oatmeal.. and books about dark fantasy. i wonder what I'll obsess over next? Today i had a huge urge to go grocery shopping and feed the homeless people in LA. I might have if I wasn't a puny little girl. I had a dream that we were getting married again but with a ceremony and it was so pretty! the theme was snow and ice. which doesn't sound very warm and welcoming but it was.. and everything was white and hints of pink and light blue and light green.. (barely tho.. u could only see when the light hit the right place) and it looked really great. the weird part is that Tim was at work when i was waiting at the beginning of the isle.. he forgot it was our wedding day lol. not that he would ever do that.. but it was funny. he walked down in his work clothes. i love croissants !