"hate is baggage. life's too short to be pissed off all the time. it's just not worth it." -- a person who doesnt mean what they say seriously. why say something u dont mean? i dont hate the person.. i actually really miss them but gosh.. i hate the fact that they dont mean what theyve said.. "I'll be ur friend forever blah blah blah"..."my number one goal in life is to be jeni's best friend for life blah blah"..."Im a easy-going forgiving person... not". i dont understand where it all went wrong. i dont understand why the friendship died like it did. a fight? i dont remember a fight. i just remember her getting a bf and pushing me out of her life.. i called and one day.. i just stopped calling. a friendship isnt one sided. sometimes i wish i would have just kept calling. but i have feelings too. maybe that wasnt even the problem tho. maybe it wasnt that i stopped calling.. maybe she was like vannessa and just didnt think our friendship was worth it. i thought it really sucked when vannessa just decided not to be my friend like she did.. but i didnt think it would happen again. im having a bad night/morning. and im sleep deprived. i probably wont even remember this in the morning.