last night we were waiting to watch make me a supermodel. i know its stupid but we have a bunch of shows we watch together and thats become one of them. i walked into the bedroom and told him to come with me. we fell asleep and missed the show. I woke up around 1am. we got up and got ready for bed. i like bravo because they replay their shows when they just aired so it was on again. tim went to sleep but i stayed up to watch it. he was tossing and turning and he just couldnt sleep. i tried rubbing his back and stuff. i thought maybe it was the volume so i turned it down and laid closer. after it was over i scooched up to my pillow and tim turned around and said "that's why i couldnt fall asleep, no cuddle bugs". hehe. i loves him. I also love when he says "burrrsies".. oh his random moments of homosexuality. theyre what i live for lol. he'd kill me if he knew i said that. just joking babe, you're adorable.
uhg. reality tv is addictive. i started watching the hills from the beginning cuz i got sucked in at the middle. so im getting caught up. so much drama.
follow through. its all about follow through. sometimes you get your answers from lack of follow through. this doesnt make sense unless ur in my head and i dont have to worry about it since tim is wonderful. and i'm glad i dont have to. he wants me and if i didnt want him he'd still want me because his feelings arent based on situations. and for people who do base their feelings on emotion and situation.. i just fee really bad for them and hope i dont have anyone like that in my life. i'm pretty good at weeding them out tho.
i just want to be married already. i need a dress :{
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sometimes I feel like my head is on backwards.
right now. nothing makes any sense.
i wish there was an on/off switch for thinking.
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