today Timmy read a few chapters of Aspergirls. I didn't even ask him to. I mean when i got the books i said that they were for girls with aspergers and families of people with aspergers if he wanted to read it sometime. and today i was about to go to the store and he asked which book i was talking about and when i came back he had read a few chapters.

i dont deserve him. he is funny, smart, cute, tall, sensitive, patient, honest, supportive. He's protective and he provides for me. He really cares about me. not just my body, but my mind and thoughts and ideas and worries and he actively tries to understand me. He's concerned with what i am concrened about. he validates my feelings. he holds me when i'm upset. he leaves me alone when i need space. he doesn't take it personal when i push him away. he cares about my soul. he cares about my personality and my emotions. he cares about my past and my future. i wish i could be better for him.