[895] parinoid

I absolutely adore the ring timmy gave me. its exactly what i wanted. i love it. Im just so parinoid now about it. like where i put my hand and if i hit it on something.. what if it falls out? or gets scratched? that would be awful. its a size 7 which is nice cuz i like how it isnt suffocating my finger.. but sometimes it slips off easily. but im really midful of what im doing so i dont lose it.. were going to get it resized anyways just to be safe. i dunno when tho. hmm. yeah. so im off work until wednesday. but i dont care. i like it cuz i jst started my period. whats worse than a period? having to go to work on ur period. sucks. so woot. no work. no worries. but im so frikken annoying. and emotional lately. even for me.. its crazy. and situations keep poping upthat would make anyone emotional but since im EXTRA emotional.. its just chaos. I dunno. timmy proposed late wednesday which was actually early early thursday on thanksgiving and then we went to sleep and that day i told my family. during thanksgiving. like less than 24 hours later. but its saturday now.. and timmy still hasnt told.. anybody. except his cousin ryan but he doesnt count because it was actually me who told him. he hasnt even told his mom... which is kind of bugging me. cuz its like.. why not? he said she likes me so whats he afraid of? or at least tell aaron and tell him about the moving out thing that he said he wanted to do.. but if he wanted to.. wouldnt he just do it? blast. i just think if a guy proposes he shouldtell his family. its like bacon and eggs.. it just goes together. yeah his aunt and his brother are jerks but i knew my mom and my brother would be jerks about it too.. and yet, i told them anyways. cuz thats just what u do... gosh.and when cambria and jason were making fun of tim, and then me and tim for getting married... I blew up over myspace yeah but thats only cuz jason wasnt home so i couldnt tell him to his face.. but i went off on cambria and him and blah blah blah. and what they did wasnt even comparable to what his brother or his aunt did.. and he cant even tell them to screw off or confront them aboutit or simply say were egaged. geez. i dunno. and thats not even the stressful part.. but i dont even want to write about this anymor cuz its pointless and stupid and im hungry. soooooo bbl.
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