just got home. i had to get gas cuz Ive been on empty for 3 days.
watched stand by me with timmy and then we fell asleep on his couch.
aaaaaaand hmm. welll. i know i didnt say it directly. but he doesnt know what happened on december 9th? I moved in. yeah. i guess it wouldnt be that important of a date to remember. and i guess thats not even an option anymore. bleh. i just miss it. and i hate it here. he didnt get it cuz he doesnt want me to. its ok. i understand why.
last night i had another dream about jay. uhg. i dunno it was weird. and more i dunno. usually i dream about him and i forget what it was i dreamt about but i know he was in it. but this time i remembered everything. stupid details. even his smell. gross. his mom was in it too. she was a cop and she pulled me over. but she let me go when she saw it was me. i guess because she felt guilty or something. i dunno.
i have to get up early for work tomorrow so i guess i'll go to sleep.
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