it gets really hard sometimes. we had sort of a rough weekend... but luckily... its better now and I feel a lot better about everything. I love Timmy. Slowly things are easing back into the way they used to be. the week we first got married. the best week of my entire life. the safest. the most amazing week. not like things have been bad. but... just not up to par with that week. and i mean.. you can't have perfect all the time... we come close a lot of the time though. i absolutely love Twilight. Finally not too tired to read it.. mentally that is.. more than i can say for my bones. or maybe muscles... how to tell the difference between aching muscles and aching bones is beyond me... and i guess it wouldn't matter if it was known. doesn't change anything. my design class is interesting. I wish i could have gotten into more classes. stupid pin number. next semester i am going full time if i don't have a job. and 3/4 time if i do. hmmm. i should go put timmy to bed.. heh just kidding... he's on the couch still.. he'll be there all night if i don't wake him p.. and although i find the couch very comfortable (and easier to fall asleep on than our bed) he thinks its ridiculously uncomfortable. this gum is hurting my jaw...