ahhhhhg. i cant do anything right. i dont even know what to do. oh i ran into manuel at the bank. he said he wanted to come to my wedding. i think corina and alisha want to too.. but i dont know.. there a lot to plan and i dont know where to start. i need help. i cant even find my dress. i need a girl friend. i also need a second job even more now because lisa doesnt need me on fridays anymore. plus i drive her kids around A LOT. and yeah she pays me a little more for gas, it just isnt worth it. cuz it isnt even enough to cover the gas, plus the time and the traffic and the fact that my car has no AC. blah. im overwhelmed.