Listening to: BLANK- BLANK
Feeling: blank
my hair is wet and in a towel.
my laundry is dry and on the floor.
aaron is asleep in his room.
and im on the computer. i am cold.
nothing to eat for breakfast.. pretty much my favorite meal time of the day.
my tummy hates me.
every morning... timmy kisses me when Im half asleep. I like that he kisses me even if i cant really kiss back.
i tried picking up the apartment a little last night.. but for some reason it never works. o well.
nothing to say, but why not keep typing???
timmy's dad sent him a takamine guitar. so now he has 2 again. so it'll be easier for him to teach me. which is good cuz learning music of any sort is a must. altho, i do miss drums muchly :/
I emailed pastor marty a week ago now i think. why hasnt he replied? he said he always has time for me. meeee. cuz Im me. and a while ago when brett went to chico and when my mom and i were having craaaazy problems.. me and PM would have lots of meetings he said i could call him anytime... and he gave me his cell # and he said that he doesnt give out his # very much.. i think he said not even my mom had it. maybe not but i think. and i felt special. and now.. i feel crappy. i guess things changed. i guess i wouldnt wanna talk to me either. I miss him tho. and PDK... alot. and sheldon of course but i dunno. something in me hates to disappoint PDK and PM. urg.
I dont want to go to work. Im starting to run out of things to do.. its going to be a boring day. i wish i could find some head phones.
mega man is a hard video game.
"my mom and i".. (for those who love to correct my "me and my mom"'s and the like)... are going to a movie on friday. she doesnt wanna see a movie. she just wants to lecture me. o well. free popcorn.
Im so hungry.
brb
Im at work. Heather went to lunch.
I was 8 minutes late.
I asked Heather if she were me if she would care about "blank blank blank" and she said if she were me, she wouldnt want to know "blank blank blank" but that she also wouldnt "blank" someone who had "blanked" some she "blanks" or "blanked"... because it would just be "blank". but she also said since i had no way of "blanking", its a difficult question to answer. Cuz now its like.. maybe being me she should wanna know sinceit is what it is... I think i wanna know. Cuz it doesnt matter... but its going to eat away at my brain for.. ever if i dont know. cuz im a curious little monkey. monkey cuz i am brown. but anyways.. she said just to straight out "blank" "blank". so there you go.
So you know that pool game chicken. where 2 people sit on the shoulders of 2 more people and they fight until they knock each other down? I didnt play that game. however, i "insert that game here"ed out of "blanking" to "blank" once again. lol saying "blank" is fun. if you say it enough, it lsoes all its meaning.. like now.. what the fup does blank mean?? but anyways.. you know what? it doesnt matter that i didnt "blank" to "blank" because i figure.. if its this difficult to "blank" maybe I shouldnt "blank" to "blank" at all. not in general, but about "blank" and "blank". and when the time comes to "blank" or even "blank"... it will be a little "blanker" having not "blanked" it up... but who said life was "blanky"?
everyone left me. yes. all alone...
and I have headphones!
O EM GEEE! So I hate when i take a picture of a person. and its the picture i took.. ME.. not someone else. and then the person i took the picture of asks me to photoshop it and make it pretty and i do.. cuz im awesome. and i put it in their phtobucket and then they have one of their stupid friends grey out the background (which ANYONE can do)and then their stupid friend puts THEIR art logo on it and calls it that persons "art" when that person didnt even take the picture in the first place and is now getting credit for my picture. MY art. stupid jackers. thats like taking a famous piece of literature and adding a few words that anyone could add.. and then calling the whole piece yours. wrong. not only plagerism but pretty penis like if you ask me. penis... likers.
hows it hangin
ha he
yea
so yea
where you at???
well im here
you were then left
i had to post
done now
where you???
well how was the movie???
how was the lecture???
i dont know ducky
you make me sad
its ok
it will all be ok
remenber
tomarrow the birds will sing
the sun will raise
got to tough it out in life
fight back and take what is yours
well yea
doesnt have a clue
either does shoe
well
ok
i wont email you
fine than
whatever!
yea
well
hows things???
figure them out yet???
did you bring it up yet???
what???
yea
goodbye:(