so today was interesting I saw Brett which was awesome as usual... and we just hung out and such... and he told me something not so awesome he did this weekened.. but all is ok and forgiven. I would have never thought he would do something like that but sometimes people just do stupid things and I do stupid things all the time and it sounds like he really didnt have a choice anyways. Yeah... I dunno though, I mean I dont care... ok I'm lying. When he told me I kinda wanted to cry but that would have freaked him out or something and I didnt want him to think I was mad at him. Im not. Just kinda sad. Theres no reason to be. Nevermind this is gay. Its nothing terrible. So why do I feel like this? I shouldn't cuz its nothing. I'll get over it. Anyways... my friend Audrey from 8th grade called me out of nowheresville today It was awesome. I havent talked to her in FOREVERRRRRR.. she was my bestest friend. Its weird cuz I saw her pic a couple days ago and really wanted to call her but thought she'd think I was weird...we always did have a strage esp thing goin on. Shes coming over tomorrow I think. Can't wait till new years. I miss jenae and vannessa. And Brett and everyone is coming. Its gonna be cool. Well, as cool as a party can be thats hosted by your mother.