Listening to: jason mraz- bella luna
my head hurts.
i'm scared.
i have lots to do today.
i have so much to say but i shouldnt.. i just need to think. pray.
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Coldplay- The Scientist
Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Ooooohhhhhhh [x4]
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this is a love song... to a cheeseburger. lol.
Cheeseburger Song
He said to her "I'd like a cheeseburger,
And i might like a milkshke as well",
And said to him "i cant give you either",
And he said "it's in this burger bell?",
She said "yes it is, but were closed now,
But we open tommorow at tennnn",
He said "I AM EXTREMELY HUNGRY!!!!
But i guess i cant wait until thennnnn......"
Coz' your his Cheeseburger,
His yummy Cheeseburger,
He'll wait for you-ooo,
YAH!
He'll wait for you-ooo,
Oh!
You are his Cheeseburger,
His tasty Cheeseburger,
He'll wait for you-ooo,
Oh, he will wait for you.
He stayed at the drive-thru till sunrise,
He may have dozed of once or twice,
when he spotted a billboard for 'Denny's',
Bacon and Eggs for half price,
How could he resist such an offer??,
He REALLY needed somthing to munch!
Cheeseburger please do not get angry!
He'll eat and be back here for lunch!
Coz' your his Cheeseburger,
He's priceless Cheeseburger,
Be back for you-ooo,
He'll be back for you-ooo,
Won't be so long Cheeseburger,
Oh lovely Cheeseburger,
Be back for you-ooo,
Oh he'll be back for you!
Coz' he loves his Cheeseburer with all his heart,
And there aint' nothing gunna tear you two-oo apart,
And if the world suddenly ran out of cheese,
He would get down on his hands and knees,
To see if someone accidenly dropped some cheese in the dirt,
Then they would wipe it up for you,
Wipe it up for you,
Clean that dirty cheese up just for YOU!!!!!!
You are his Cheese-bur-GERRRR..
I know you all thought that was sexy, dont lie.
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thank God. No seriously, thank you God..
My cousins are coming down on tuesday night and staying until Sunday. You dont even know how relieved I am. this week was looking pretty.. impossible. Much thinking to do and its hard to do it all on my own. Alisha may be young. but she is a great listener. And I have a lot to talk about. PLus I cant talk to many people about certain things, they would just judge. Or maybe its more.. I cant talk to certain people about many things.. lol. one of those.....
I am either a very confused person.
or a nihilist. and that would make a lot of sense.
Oh. in good newws.. I have the babysitting job i talked about. The family is soo nice. and the kids are so cute. I think it will be a lot of fun. A lot better than my lst job, the kids we're like zombies. LIterally. After talking to me a few minutes Debbie stopped the conversation becuase she said she had to ask if it was true that I played drums. lol she said it was hard to believe because i am soo quiet. she was expecting someone with big hair and tattoos. haha. But yeah, so I start in decmeber. nOw i just have to find a nice moring job and enrolling some classes.. mostly online classes and then everything will finally start coming back together again. I cant wait to have a life again!! I have been so depressed about it.. and depression makes you lazy. and lazy people are unmotivated.. and its a neverending cycle.. but i feel like this is a boost in the right direction. like its going to break the cycle finally.
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oi.
hellogoodbye- 'baby, its fact' is the cutest song and it just happens to be on jasons myspace.. whyyyeee? He calls me baby now. Not just sometimes... its just what I am. He says I'm his and and and a bunch o stuff. And I like it.. but.. just lots of buts. but but but...
"They may say some
awful things
But there's no point in
listening
Your words are the
only words
That I
believe
in afterwards
You should know
it's true
Just know,
the part about my love
for you
And how
my heart's about burst
into
a thou-sand pieces
OH it must be true
And They'll believe us too, soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
OH, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true"
I can feel an ulcer forming.. I need to freaking sleep and stop being such a homo. not that i dont like homos.
damn girl its been like a long time
so whats new?
apparently alot