hehe my title is excellent. usually I try to stick to the theme of what I wrote.. but I just like Chandler.

i saw this article on yahoo. I didnt read the full title.. but it said something about Mario and the game of thrones! As I watched the video i became more and more excited for this EPIC game!... turns out it was just some guy who does this for all sorts of games.. mash ups of awesomeness. but it isnt real! You will never know the extent of my disappointment. :(

So things are crazy. So.. so crazy. Our lease is up next month and they decided to charge us $300 extra a month for absolutely no reason. jerks. We were going to move. But then we decided moving is the worst. So we are getting a roommate. But you know.. if I find something nice and a lot less expensive... we may still move. Brian sounded happy that we thought of him. We were going to ask Jaspar too but we know his disdain for cats. He was cool with it though. We offered to let him crash on our couch if he has trouble finding a place right away. and our garage for storage because we have space and he doesnt have that much stuff. Thier company is great but they dont give enough time for people to make living arrangements. we had 3 days of knowing where we were going until we had to be there. 3 days!

Crazier.. but also good great amazing news... Tim was on the phone with his dad the other day and his dad was asking him how money stuff was and we're pretty tight these days and will be for the next 1 - 4 months until tim gets into his new job (or if i ever got a freaking job)... and his dad said he had to go. He called back a few hours later and they were talking about the truck and he said he wishes we had a big garage so he could bring out old cars for us to work on (which would be freaking awesome by the way).. Tim's dad owns a towing company so he has tons of cars and some really nice ones. Tim said that would be really cool and we wish we could afford a house but it wont be for a while. (and we were thinking like renting a house) And then his dad told him to start looking. And Tim was like "what?" and "no we cant ask you to do that" sort of thing. And his dad said he wanted to and to just start looking. It was strange. When he got off the phone I asked him if I heard what I thought i heard because it wasnt on speaker but i could pretty much figure out the conversation. He said yeah and I was like woah. we both didn't react how i thought we should.. maybe we are just cynical and think its too good to be true?I said "why do you not seem more excited? Shouldn't we be really excited right now?" But I think we know how expensive houses are out here and it just seems like its not going to happen. Idk about Tim but I cannot imagine anyone giving me that much money. because a down payment to get a decent mortgage payment would be pretty expensive on most of these places I've looked at. When we bought the condo it was all Tim. I helped a little but the down payment was msotly Tim. And that was a lot.. for a condo. A house is going to be a lot more. well depending on a lot of factors. I guess its only been a few days. I dont expect to find something in a week but looking around is sort of disheartening. especially because i didnt know what the budget was.. just find a house.. so i was trying to look for as cheap as possible but even those were a lot. in the good areas. I'm just rambling.. I'm just excited. and stressed. But mostly excited. And a little afraid it wont happen now that we've gotten our hopes up. It would be so amazing to have a yard. And not be packed tight like sardines with strangers. I just cant believe that by next year or way sooner we could be owners of 2 places... that's nuts.

Lately I feel really blessed to have Tim's family. But I think they really like me. It was hard before because of the Aaron stuff but his mom and I are getting closer and she says I love you to just me not me and Tim. And it feels nice. Its not weird. I was hoping for us to get closer and then I stopped worrying about it and it sort of happened without me knowing it. And despite Tim's dad living with his brother I don't think it affects how he thinks of me.. at least not anymore. and maybe not ever. maybe I was paranoid.

Jefri is falling over more again. I startd giving him these oxbow joint supplement things until we could ask the vet how much glucosamine and chondroitin with msm was ok to give him. i am taking that for my joints and pain because i've been having pain lately and thought we'd kill 2 birds. she told us what i am taking is fine to give him but he only can have 120 - 150 mg.. well they come in pills 750 mg each. i went to walmart to see if they had anything with less in each pill so i didnt have to cut them up into a million pieces.. i went to ask the pharmasist.. well. i start explaining to him what i am looking for and he lets me go on for 2 minutes and then says "I would lvoe to help but unfortunately i am not a pharmasist..." i was like.. "oh.. well thanks for letting me get to the end of that without telling me" and turned to walk away. and he was like "you can ask me personal questions.. because that would be awesome". I walked away.. i felt bad but what am i supposed to say to that? Maybe its because I wasnt wearing my ring. but i usually dont get hit on by guys my age because they think I'm 15. so yeah.. and then when i left to pay for my stuff this one item i thought was $17 turned out to be $30.. i told the guy i thought it was $17.. planning to just have him take it off because i didnt reeeeeeally need it. and he was like "okay" and i got it for $17. Could be a coincidence but I'm just going to assume that its because i looked good. ha. ANYWAYS. There is a 97 cent store near my house that sells things that are more than 97 cents also.. which makes everything really confusing... but i found some premmie sized pampers for only $5.. when i looked at them i thought for sure they'd be too small but they fit! Jefri looks so cute in diapers :p ... seriously.. a bunny in a diaper.. is ridiculous. hes so fluffy so it looks too small even on him but its not. i also got some baby socks. this way with the diaper and socks there is no way he can pee on his legs while he is running around the living room. i missed having him free to run around the room. he seems to enjoy it mroe too. I love him :)

crock pot chicken is the only way. I avoided it because somewhere i heard crock pots dry out chicken.... or maybe beef. well i thought it was chicken. so i would have tim grill it... too tough.. bake.. too rubbery... boil... too flavorless.. crock pot... amazing. every other way is too "something" to shred. With the crock pot its falling off the fork as i try to take it out. i have to gently scoop them out. and they practically shred themselves. i started adding it to the cold pasta i make for tims lunch.. he said it was awesome. :)

My back hurts.

Watching the office again so.....

What type of bear is best?

False. Black bear.

FACT. Bears. Eat. Beets.

Bears. Beets. Battlestar Galactica

cant stop at just one..

So anyways she says that is the biggest penis i have ever seen and I said I know. That's why i brought you to the penis museum. Where tickets are a thousand dollars!