hmm. i got my hair layered. cuz i chopped at it a while ago ad made it look like crapers. Im going to my grandmas tomorrow. I was gonna go today but manuel just got back from the lake and he wants to go to church. so im gonna take him tomorrow night. My grandma waaaas gonna take him today because shes down here for my other cousins bday something at my aunt marias house. I was supposed to talk to tim yesterday. but we didnt. maybe today. or tomorrow. i dont even know anymore. I asked him to write down his thoughts about what i asked him. i know it sounds kind of lame, but i think it would be better that was. and lead to a much more productive conversation. cuz tim has a hard time talking to me sometimes. so i figured this way, he could refer to what he wrote if he has any trouble explaining himself or something. i just want communication. thats all. and i wouldnt have asked him to write anything in any of case.. but this just iosnt the conversation to hope for a baby step break thru. i need depth and clearity for this. and also, sometimes writing opens your mind and you see yourself in ways you didnt think about before. Ive found that when i write about problems, wants, needs, etc.. anything about myself... thats how i learn about myself. maybe tim will discover something about himself, about how he feels about our relationship, that he didnt even know he felt. anyways. i burnt my leg with my moms straightener. ouch. My cousin manuel is black as africa! omg lol i saw the funniest commercial today. ok so this guy is talking to this girl and he tells her that he went to wendys and got a 99 cent chicken sandwich and then he says that they were driving and a unicorn ran infront of their car. and he was all explaining in detail about how it was walking away loland then the girl stops him and is like... "wait! wendys has 99 cent chicken sandwiches?" lol o man. great stuff. all manuels little friends are outside. they smell like sweat and odor. ew.