yesterday :[ they took the kitten we wanted. she was perfect. o well......... i talked to my mom today. she sent me an email about how corina told grandma she gave me money for the shoes. but uhm they are all psycho because i talked to grandma myself right in front of the girls and told her i was paying for the shoes and she can just buy the girls lunch. i told both of them not to wear the shoes because they were for my wedding. i should have done what i originally wanted to do and just kept them with me until the wedding but i wanted them to break them in.. around the house so they stayed clean. after the wedding didn't happen i still didn't want them to wear them because i wanted pictures. and now i could care less about pictures so i dont care if corina wears them. but i told alisha i want them back because they are too big for her. but they fit me and i bought them and honestly she doesn't deserve gifts right now. she is doing whatever the hell she wants. i think someone should call social services or something. these kids think they can get away with anything. when it starts affecting me... which it now is... i'm going to do something about it. my aunt is committing fraud. she doesn't even live with my cousins. she doesn't live at my grandmas house. but she collects the money sent to my grandmas every month or whenever they send it. its bullshit. its not like she even needs it she has this guy jay who wants to marry her and she just takes his money and freebees. i honestly don't care what the hell people do... family included.. if they are LEGALLY able to make the decisions to do it. even freaking manuel is still 17... they can do whatever the hell they want... when they are 18. these little bitches think they have it sooooo hard. bullshit. they have it soo easy. and they complain. it pisses me off. I play too much halo.. i have a mouth like a sailor :[ but I'm pissed and i don't care. so i ended up talking to my mom. i dunno what to think of that. i just want my freaking shoes back and everything else i was told would be sent to me over a month ago. and i have to pick up all the stuff we got for the non wedding. and return it all. which will be nice.. thats like $300 worth of crap. i don't know why I'm so tired lately. at 8 ish we were uhm yeah.. stuff and i was too tired. so we were going to take a nap for 30 minutes but we ended up sleeping until 10 and we didn't want to get up so we just fell asleep again. at 3am timmy woke up and took out his contacts and whatknot.. so i got ready for bed and then we were all awake and yeah... well. things are looking up in the bedroom department.