i didnt kill anyone! yaya! I had another drivy testy thing today. One more and then I gets my lisence some time in march or april. woot... i think. drving kinda scares me. Yesterday was sunday and i went to church and vannessa came. Brett and Sal went too and after I went with them to the mall. There is no torture worst than forcing someone to hold thier pee...'specially f they just drank a whole large smoothie thing. grrr. (Those responsible have been sacked.) Well I found out some stuff yesterday. Things that shouldnt bug me cuz they dont matter.. its not part of my life anymore.. but it does bug me. I have all these mixed feelings and i hate it because I dont want to feel like this. I was talking to vannessa for a while last nite then i was watching tv and just started crying and i couldnt stop. I guess I fell asleep around 1. And woke up at 4am. i will write more later bye