Some people just.. annoy the hell out of me. With their "problems". I mean. I write about mine in here.. because its for me. THIS is my outlet. And casey and brandon because they ask and genuinely want to know. But. I dont go to them for little problems that no one cares about. Even the things i do consider my "biggest" problems are so small in comparision to others. ANd i know that. So I feel stupid for even mentioning. But I cant change their problems and fix them.. and just because they're bigger doesnt make mine less of a problem for me. I gues I should consider that when others are telling me their problems instead of feeling like they are just.. ridiculous. But this year idk.

And then I get one of my friends needing to vent about the stupidest crap. How are you.. how am i? I am shitty but i say ok. Because i'm not going to get into it because why? ANd i say ok. how are you? And he's like.. "sad. bored. normal" whatever that means. I asked why he was sad and he said "bored and lonely" I might have had some sympathy for hte lonely part earlier this year but not anymore. You're lonely? So am I. So was I. But you block it out. You avoid it. You ignore it and move on. AND BORED? THAT is your problem? And he's going on about how he is at this awesome job being paid sooooo much money to do nothing and its soooo boring. EF you, guy. What is that? At least you freaking HAVE a job. Be freaking gratefulyou jerk. And its boriing? Its a freaking job. You're not going to disneyland everyday. Although i dont find disneyland all that great tbh but i digress... i just couldnt listen to it anymore.

/end rant

I miss him.