It probably doesnt matter and no one cares.

Sometimes i dont know what im doing here. In wisconsin. He doesnt introduce me as his gf. And then calls me the love of his life in private. So. Thats call.

Maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee nothing really actually matters.

I met 2 girls at the gym. They seem strange but thats probably a good thing. Not strange goofy. Strange strange. But o well. They live close and they are also bar tenders. Jessica and mary. Jessica aaid i should be a bar tender. Ha. Yeah. Right.

Max is confuseringgg.

So up and down. Picky and choosey. I mean i am totally cool with whatever.. if he wants to be casual fuck buddies.. sure ok but tell me so i can at least be in agreement woth the situation. Dont feed me lines. If its a line. If its true then wtf. What the absolute fuck. Haha. Ha he ho.

No but really. Things seem so serious when we're alone and so casual when were not. I wish there was a happy medium. Some balance and consistency. He seems like 2 different peoppe sometines. Sometimes i think he might have pms because his moods swing more than mine. And ik on my monthlies right now. So. Theres that.