Hello again.

So MUCH has HAPPENED..

I don't know where to start. at all. literally drawing a blank. but I guess I will just start with the present moment. I am in bed with my laptop and my snoring cat, Dexter, lol he is so fat and so loud... i love him....

Well the last time i wrote i was talking about my divorce... and okay I;m sorry bbut it is REALLY hard to type right now.... but thats a good thing actually... I stopped biting my nails! For the 2nd time in my WHOLE life. The 1st time was 4 years ago. and it only lasted 2 weeks. well i think i've hit the 2 week hump and its awesome. I can like peel off tape and open stuff and scratch itchy spots!! ITS AMAZING.... idk how i ever did without this, basicallly, super power. But the unfortunate downside... typing. damn you keyboard! i dont like it.

i have a... well. 2 weeks ago I had a boyfriend. for like a second. I feel like I am in highschool. seriously its a little ridiculous. but i suppose we are not putting labels on it. the concept that putting labels on something is 1. juvenial or 2. unnecessary is just plain atrocious and absolutely wrong. first of all labels make you more grown up. end of story. And second, labels dont need to "define" a person or situation but they can certainly serve the purpose of explaination and save valuable time. For everyone.